wah damn damn damn tired!!!! my whole body aching... dun ask me why cuz i oso dunnoe.... well newae juz now had eng prelims.. i tink it was kinda ok la.. da eng compo i tink i went abit off track.. bt da main points are dere la.. hehhz.. aiya i oso dunno la.. tried ma best.. n i actuallie gt ample of time afta da compre n summary sia.. gt abt 20 miunits or so to spare de.. den wen look arnd everyone was still starin at their paper.. make me soo scared tt i missed out sum qns or smtg.. lol.. gt soo worried norhz.. newae afta tt made elissa, niki, and jeanette wait with me till my juniors finish sch.. paiseh.. n thx u guys!! hehhz..
had fun at amelia's hse norh except da fact tt her mom is naggy la.. tt one true norhz.. n oso lyk cannot give n take one norhz.. scarie.. den we all dere whisper here whisper dere.. sooo farnie.. n our dear sha was lyk why u all whispering??!!! wth lorhz!!! hahahahz.. bt da brownie actuallie turn out nice norhz.. den i tink cuz of too lil oil den it bcame harden!!!! hahahha!!! dunnoe la.. i only noe its now harden.. sadde sia!!! haiz.. newae best of luck to tryin again baby!! lol..
dezzie baby.. now's nt da tym to gif up okiez.. da pressure is on.. dun keep everything to urself ya.. n dun let tt jerk push u arnd... kie kiez.. luv ya baby!!!
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heyz... hahaz.. came back frm mendaki.i actuallie almost fell aslp in class juz now norhz.. damn tired.. cuz afta subuh i didnt slp.. go acc daddy read newspaper. haha.. bt didnt reli read much.. haha.z. flip flip flip every section see nice nice pict onlie.. lol. lame rytez... newae i manage to make da pict nt soo blurred.. so ya i'll be postin it below.. ermz.. yarh i tink i betta get offline.. get sum food into my stomach.. n get my brain moving.. im nt gonna slp till i've get smwrk done.. lol.. punishment for nt doin any wrk at all yest.. been on a roll yest norhz. shoppin.. meet sha.. n shop summore.. den dinner.. den walk abt fer a while.. den online all da wae till 2.. b4 slp.. siao gerl rytez.. lol..
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
okiez.. firstly.. in da morn went to sch.. acuallie gt no mood to even go sch norhz.. lol.. ok arhz.. so rush baq frm sch to go to mama's hse.. ya den she wanna gif me a dress to put on for da dinner le.. den i dn one arhz.. actuallie it was kinda short fer me.. so abit too badde arhz.. den mother.. imran n me went to da nearby shoppin center dere.. den shop fer da skirt n da blouse.. which cost 100 buckz pluz norhz.. diaoz.. excludin da taxi fares!! i feel damn guilty.. hahaz.. shall repay baq my debts asap okiez mummy!! hehhez... newae by da tym reach hme alredi bout 3 plus.. so rush rush go shower... do my prayers.. n get dress redi arhz.. den wait for asar b4 rushin out of da hse to meet sha abt 4 plus 5.. den she board da bus with perfume and wallet on one hand and her socks on da otha hand!! on top of tt.. her coat over her shoulder i tink.. lol!!! damn farnie!!! lucky da bus nt mani ppl were dere norhz.. n we were wearin smtg kinda casual larhz.. so we reach orchard bout 5 plus.. still early.. we went to wisma atria i tink.. den go to mc's.. hahahz.. she haven eat lunch. so ya.. n den went to far east to shop!!! madness ryte... bt ya we did tt... n my lips were totally dried norhz.. n i frgt to throw into my bag sum lip gloss!!! how nice... den afta walk for sumtym... walk walk walk.. we decided we shall go in alredi!!! hahahaz.. so we went in!!! n gt tiz hotel lady tot we wanna go in for toilet or smtg till sha mention bout da dinner thingie.. hahahahha.....so we reach dere EARLY!!!! hahahahz.. bt of cuz da kompang bois n all were alredi dere.. den dere was a table outside da ballroom.. den me n sha sit dere 1st la.. wait till alot of ppl go in redi.. den da bois 1 by 1 cum n sit arnd da table.. n finished up nt 1 bt 2 whole bowl of kacang!!! OMG lorhz!!! cant stop luffin!! hahahz...den da farnie thing sm of dem wear baju kurung den wear sum nike shoes.. or sum sneaker!!! wth!!! veri farnie lorhz..
ohh ya we enter den each n everyone of us will get a brd bear!!! soo cute loh unbelievable.. haahz.. well 80 buckz le.. wad to expect rytez.. newae den da openin speech by mr jaafar.. den by GOH zainal abidin.. den da choir.. den comes food!! hahahaz.. ms chen n mr ghazai were da emcees... n food n more food.. decided to walk arnd.. go n see see.. i realise sum ppl are super sombong sia.. nak ckp hi pun susah.. yill i haf to say first b4 dey can open deir mouth.. haiz.. wadeva la.. nt at lost!! hahaz.. newae azrul seems nice.. as in very casual.. no business lyk wae he used to n owaes tok to me in.. haha.. was jokin wif cullen!! how ironic!!! ya afta tt snap sum photos.. alot of da photos are blurrr la.. sorie.. will post up wadeva i can.. hehhz...
azmi n me outside da ballroom...
me and sha
aisah.. me. sha n shana.. hehhhz..
nabil n me
n a pic of me n iskandar is bein screwed!!! hahaz.. despite 3 shots by our phtographer!!! muz sit dwn den can take!!! ahahahz.. ohh yarhz.. deres tix boi.. hu was sooo noisy tt he didnt win any last few prizes.. bt wen his no. was finally bein chosen.. he was bz drinkin away.. tt he ran dwn da aisle.. with da glass of wine.. n puttin it on da first table which was filled with teachers.. den afta collectin his prize.. he took back his glass of wine.. den da teachers just luff!! soo farnie norhz...!!!
ok arhz.. betta go zZz redi arhz.. tmr still gt mendaki.. tataz nytez ppl!!!
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hmmz.. chem pract over redi too!!! lol.. guess wad.. i smell chlorine.. i smelled ammonia..i hrd pop sounds.. n all i can find is da gas rekindles a glowin splint.. which is oxygen gas!!! eeerrrrr!!! n all da blardy moles tt i calculated.. al gone sia. blardy hell.. its lyk everything tt i memorise all were erased frm my memory.. so called blank out a bit arhz.. stoopid shit... haiz.. soo yarhz. newae gt tiz experiments la.. den muz add smtg smtg.. den dey gt bold the wrd 'carefully' den i tot surely smtg will happen.. bt before i even add da sulphuric acid or sum stuff dey ask to add.. da solution alredi had effervescence... den i test for the gas la.. haiz.. den wen i finally add da otha acid thingie.. da whole solution juz rush to da top of da testube.. it even spilled on da bench le!!! haiz.. n i didnt DARE test for the gas redi!!! hahahahz... n of cuz i'll lose marks.. wasted sia.. wad to do.. haiz...
i still haven figure out wad to put on tmr.. hmmmz.... we'll wait n see...
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
well here i am bloggin again.. u guys may tink i got soo much free time rytez... well it juz tt i really dunnoe wads goin on in me.. i gt no moon to study.. eventhough tmr chem pract.. guess wad i haven touch a single thing!!! been slpin.. watchin teevee.. watchin vcd.. listenin to music.. n more kerje kerje yg tak berfaedah!!! haiz.. dunno wads wit me nowadaes.. n thx to nabil to pull be back to grnd.. if nt i dun tink i'll be here doin my self reflection.. probably i'll be continuein watchin more vcd!!! diaoz rytez...
newae me n sha sha will be goin to da grand hyatt dinner shit.. gt free tix.. hahaz.. 160 buckx sia..
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phy pract over!!!!!!!! hahahahah.. actuallie it was do-able.. n i really nd more tym!!! siao boil water 1 tym redi took 20 mins!! den muz boil twice norhz!!! wth!!! n in da end i estimated da second readin..haiz.. my god!! i doubt dey tried out da experiment first lorhz.. aiyohz!!! abe i realli dun haf time norhz.. i tink i can get a gd marks for da pract lorhz. aiya!!! den da resistivity i dunno wads da unit den i juz put ohmz!!! wth!!! i cld haf juz leave it blank!!!!!!! newae wen hj tell ms tan we gt nt enuff tym cuz of da stoopid water n da boilin shit.. ms tan say it will nt effect da readin??!! hahahaz.. i doubt she understand wad hj wanna say.. or it cld oso mean tt she nvr see our paper.... hmrf.. newae tmr gt chem even more cham!!! betta go pop up sum pills n slp first.. still aint feelin too well.. tataz ppl!!
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
if in tix crucial moment tt u all gonna turn against me.. well be it.. i cant be bothered nemore.. i cant stand it nemore.. do wadeva u guys wan... n probably god will be kind enuff to give ur retribution while u guys are still on earth man.. well i dun hope u guyz die.. honestly i really dun.. cuz how i cld live w/o u guyz.. bt now is definitely nt to bombared me with lots oth prob while im alredi havin soo much probs now.. haiz...
newae i nvr go tuition again todae... yupp yupp.. cuz basically tmr gt phy pract.. n i claim tt i nd to study.. n i tell u truthfully i haven studied a single thing now.. afta tt blardy girl left.. totalie no mood study.. she really spoilt my mood sia.. sooo irritated.. newae.. i dunno wad to study oso.. practically slpt through my whole aftanoon.. wasnt feelin well.. swallowed sum pills.. n was struck with dizzy spellz.. haiz.. wth lorhz..
wanna thank da piggies!! lol.. actuallie juz haf da intention of askin to sent me a song.. den in da end dey kinda entertain me n cheered me up.. thx to our 2 dear piggies.. lol..
kie arhz till here tmr gt pract wish me luck.. n i actuallie dunnoe if im eva gonna do well in it.. with ntg in my head!! haiz.. well ya.. nytez ppl..
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hrmz.. din go for tuition juz now.. purposely miss it.. hahaz... cuz i wasnt sure of da pract dates n stuffz.. lol.. yupp how irresponsible.. cant even rmb 2 simple dates.. dunno wads gotten into me lately... been very VERY forgetful.. n very very irresponsible!!! haiz.. yupp yupp dun ask me why... n im suppose to me more quai rytez.. well been tryin ok!! bt temptation got da betta side of me.. n so i go along wif da flow.. dunnow wad da crap im tokin here too!!! lol.. soo tired.. soo lethargic.. bt i still hafta carry on...
ohh allah plz help me in tix tough journey of life...
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
MIND UR OWN BUSINESS!!! tix ish MY blog.. MY life.. if dun wanna get hurt or wadeva den dun read MY blog.. i can be a mean bitch if u dunnoe.. so f*ck off if u dun wanna get hurt or wadeva u claim to haf by readin MY blog!!!
damn pissed.. damn tired... damn troubled... damn diao diaoz lorhz!!! haiz.. soooo aaarrrrggghhhh!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
ok had my end oral juz now.. it went kinda alryte arhz.. well i tink i saw smtg i shldnt haf seen.. well its all over n i shall cont praying hard tt i'm gonna get a high mark for it... the examiner ask me 2 qns.. den i ans.. i tink im kina repeatin myself a few tyms.. cuz i dunno if da examiners are convince or nt.. ohh well.. i juz did tt to convince da 2 examiners arhz.. ahhahaz.. newae.. ermz.. wad else arhz.. ohh 1 of da qns was wad wld u job u wanna do during a month of holidae.. den i was eeerrr.. nurse la nurse la. hahahahaz... i shld haf said a kindergarten teachre or smtg.. bt well.. its done.. bt yupp i said nurse.. den da teacher ask again 1 month can bcum a nurse?? den i bullshit say smtg abt bein able to get thru the rc hq.. n help out at da blood donation center.. n den can pursue lorhz!!!! hahahahaha!!!! farnie..!!! newae i realli gtta rush now.. shall fill in more detail later.. tataz...
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its been more then 12 hrs since i left hse le.. n i finally reach my hme sweet hme.. hehhz.. well im goin all out as i said.. i really hope theres no turning back.. bt as always.. its easier said den done.. haiz.. in sch ppl are still talking abt da mt results.. n i really had ENUFF abt da results!!! deres no point of looking at it nemore.. ntg can me amend.. n thus ntg can be done!!! n im freakin frustrated!!!!
egoistic..
matter over mind..
self-pitying...
n btw i still cant figure out wad cikgu said..
awak nak satu pelukkan drp saya?? kalau tak mahu..(as i was shaking my head) berubah larh nadirah.. berubah sebelum terlambat...
hmmmmzz... im still figuring tt out.. berubah in terms of wad?? attitude towards studies?? in terms of get over wads done.. well if its in terms of wads done.. how am i suppose to get over it wen ppl everywhere is talking abt it??!! how am i suppose to get over it wen ppl kept reminding me of it!!! haiz..........
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
haiz... with me all dwn with da results n stuff.. sm ppl simply take advantage of da situations sia.. tt dumbasshole!!! how da hell can he punish da juniors.. girls... 60 pumpings all at 1 go for being 10mins late??? wtf is wrong wit him sia... summore da girls are suppose to do the pumpin on da road le!!! n on top of tt ms tan make dem do the frog hop arnd da garden at da e.w carpark!!! n tt blardy f**ker didnt even tell ms tan tt he already punish them!!! i mean how heartless can a person be.. if by this mthd.. he tink tt da juniors will scared of him n hence respect him... go to hell for goodness sake... my god..n suyin ma'am was dere!!! she was dere!!! n she nvr do anythng!!!excuse me... tix is corporal punishment!!! n its in da ulp booklet tt cadets are nt to be given any sort of corporal punishment!!! does she nd da book to be shove under her noce b4 she open her mouth n do smtg abt it!!!! haiz.. damn pissed sia.. n afta tt aisah... collapse.. as in.. her leg cramp.. cuz she cannot tahan redi... n she even ask ms tan if she can crawl instead of hoppin.. cuz leg too pain.. n ms tan can say YES!!! haiz.. i really feel damn guilty for nt beng there fo u guys. im sorry.. n i really can see how useless VI's are!!! n now there's gona be embroice sir.. or wadeva his name is.. n alfien sir.. n suyin ma'am.. n khou yu sir... 4 instructors for a small squad of ours.. i wonder wad more they wanna pt brd unit under.. probation to see if it suits to be close dwn??? haiz... oi!!! get a grip!!! im really nt hesitating to strip u off ur pose!!! its a warning.. n u betta heed tix warning seriously!!!!
we're in tis tgt... we're gonna wrk hard all da wae.. prove tt we're nt as such a loser.. we're gonna prove tt everybody else is wrong.. we're gonna push each oth all da wae... help each otha out... ders no more turning back now... all da wae baby.. all da wae... we're gonna achieve and excel!!!
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today..as usual go to sch in da mornz.. n went reach sch.. it was as if sumone had suck out all da happiness tts left in us.. left in me.. haiz.. anywae.. first period is malay.. b4 anything i alreadi cried can u believe tt??? well yarh i did.. i was soo scared tt i will do badly..(badly in my own definition) yarhz.. so wen cikgu talks.. im more worried.. grew even scared.. den i juz calm myself dwn la.. while cikgu left da classroom to get our results.. so we were left on our malay classroom for lyk a period and a half.. i was damn damn tired la.. stayed up previous nyte till bout 2 plus.. afta tt go for normal time table.. till recess... ware things juz blew apart... haiz.. i was sooo freakin pissed!!! dammit pissed!!! saw my results in tt blardy board.. n cikgu there... i was lost of wrds.. dissapointment filled me.. and wad makes things even worst was cikgu's reaction..i'm damn damn pissed.. i mean i noe ive dissapointed her.. budden plz la.. im dissapointing myself the most for goodness sake... n mas congrats upon gettin a distinction!!! i really feel helpless.. its lyk i'd rather go ack to my primary sch to study malay back.. cuz my malay has been soo high there.. n everyoth students frm yu neng.. (my batch one larh) all had at least gotten themselves an A2 le!!! wtf rytez!!! im reli reli reli down.. well anyway fizah n eunice.. erm ermz.. chill la okiez... newae sheena and yisin thankeew very much for trying cheer me up.. haiz.. bt im stubborn la.. i tink da more u guys try da more sad i'll be to think tt ive let everysingle one of u guys down...
and ryte afta recess was geog.. took da test.. n mrs tan says its nt over n stuff.. trying to lyk make us see tt tiz is no pit stop.. n we muz really carry on.. i was even more sad lorhz.. how i wish she wld juz stop talking abt it at tt tym cuz da pmore she talk abt it.. da more sad i'll be.. yarhz.. rubbing salt to da wound...
haiz and afta sch.. luqman came to me and ask me for a dear favour... he says..."
nadirah can u do me a favour.. do not sob.. i saw u cry lyk wad juz now (during recess).. and i get da same as u.. so we all are goin to retake the paper again.. so ur not alone.. we are all in da same boat" well u dumb fucker!!! firstly.. u dunno hu da hell i am.. so if u tink tt i'll be damn thankful for ur bunch empty words...ur sooo wrong man... soo freakin annoyed wen u tink i can be calm by ur meaningless words!!! so if u mind i dun nd ur care and advice!!!
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
yest was da celebration for our sch's national day.. n i was da flag bearer.. diaoz right.. newae.. ya.. i cant stand still sia at da back of da quadrangle... kp on pulling the flag... cuz scared the flag drop wen slow march tt tym.. hahaz.. newae.. yarh we all kinda screw up da foldin of the flag.. da red part wasnt straight norhz.. gerald n teeli arhz!!! lol...cuz deyre holdin on to da red part of it.. den afta tt everything juz went wrong.. bt hu cares.. we keep on foldin it n juz pass on the flag!!!! hahahaz.. anyway afta tt guess wad.. tt asrul came to me n say gd job!! hahahz.. did he reli said tt??? hahhahaz.. well he owaes haf ntg gd to comment abt otha cca except npcc.. wad bullshit.. lol.. anyway.. afta tt snap photos.. n change to baju kurung.. i hafta bring lyk 4 otha sets of clothings la.. 1 for lou lou... 1 for yisin(hu in da end nvr put on.. sheesh!! hahahz) my rc u.. n da baju kebaya... n i wore mufti to sch.. lol... so i change n went up to da hall.. n ashran!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! she scream n scream n SCREAM!!!! lyk nobody's business sia.. lol.. bt she look damn preeti.. n she reli get da hall noisy!!! hahahaz... afta tt cikgu bought sum food n took lotsa lotsa photo's wit us!!! hehzh!!! love her sooo much!!! here are sum of da photoz..
cikgu and me!! hehhz..
tts me, nur, hani and fizah..
me and fizah
fizah.. sheena.. eunice.. me.. yisin missing!!!! hmmmz...
haiz.. da rc peepz pict gt smtg wrong.. paiseh.. i'll upload it asap kiez..
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tmr.. ndp celebration for the sch.. im scared?? im excited?? im sadde.. definitely sad.. it'll be my last red cross actibity as a cadet of brdrcy... hmmz... well.. im reli sadd la.. hahah... deres ntg else to look forward to i suppose except for joinin VI??? i really terasa la.. ahhaz.. when khou yu sir tell me that suyin ma'am ask him for help in brd.. its lyk as if brd is sooo pathetic that it cant even have its own vi.. except for kat ma'am hu is dunnoe ware alredi.. alfien sir.. hu is now a VAL.. and kevin sir hu is also a VAL redi i suppose.. n its lyk see how long ago tt brd haf a committed vi.. haiz... i really dunno wad to say.. anywae.. geraldine is now a vi too.. im soo shock to see her proudly wearin her VI u.. and calling out the sch's which didnt go n get their certificates..ahhaz.. congrats to bein a vi.. hehhz..
besides tt... haiz... im soo scared for the unit.. wad will happen to it.. alfien sir is definitely cumin baq to help out.. bt how much can he do?? i reli dunnoe... he is surely bz wif his wrk n stuffz.. n haiz.. i reli dunnoe... deres more potentials tix yr. more interesting and more dedicated ppl in rc.. i really hope u guys will go all out for red cross da way alfien and kevin sir did.. the way katherine ma'am did.. da wae sharon did.. da way i did... love red cross the way we love it.. wadeva happen.. the love for rc will nvr fade away frm my heart!! hehhz..
n CONGRATZ DEZZIE!!!! hahahaz.. SWO rank cumin ur wae!!! the second swo of brd!!! yay!!! hehhz..
ive lost it again and again.. why are u ppl ruining my life... the saddness nvr goes away.. one afta anoth... is this da wae u wanna pull me to joinin u guyz.. well unless u gif me one blardy good reason to join u guyz besides the for the sch's sake..i doubt i'll eva join u ppl... im sooo sad n dissapointed to tink tt tix is da wae u guys deal wit da ppl hu does nt wanna join u guyz.. reli reli sad n dissapointed!!!!
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im sooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahahahahahah!!!!! i gt da award liaoz.. n da whole thing didnt reli went as terrible as i thought la... i was blur blur in at some point la.. bt after that ok redi.. lol.. and our sch.. sad to sae onli 1 out of 4 cadets pass the ulp.. hmrf.. see la!!! nvr take it seriously.. newae congratz!!
MIZAEL sir!!!! ure sooo cruel!!! lost the song we make for u.. see ure grp soo gd... sooo many ppl attain da directors award.. nt even thankful de.. aiyoooohzz.. hahahhahaz.. i siao siao de. hahahz..then still wanna try to convince us that joinin VI will be worth while.. im havin second thoughts about it again.. summore... then they have this show showing all about the VI life./.. and they made thiz very interesting but very lame show... about VI -man.. lol.. and pretend to be X-man..den deres even harry potter in it!!! lol...
kie kiez.. afta everything.. we go change and eat la.. then pei sheng sir... aiyo cum afta me for the VI form.. dun allow me to eat first before i filled up the form... and i wad lyk.. aiyo.. how can u ask me think now.. i cannot think de... then he ask me to tick da oth box.. (cuz theres 2 boxes.. one is yes i want to join VI.. the oth is.. call me after examz) then i tell him to call me after examz la!!! wth.. den he still ask me filled da form.. aiyooohz.. hahazz actuallie da scene very farnie la.. quarrellin wit a sir over a paper..hahhahaz.. den afta tt wen we wanna leave redi.. khou yu sir tell me to join VI la.. cuz su yin ma'am wunt be arnd... den suyin ask him for help to take care of brd.. den he wan me to join VI to take over suyin ma'am.. haiz.. aaarrrggghhh wad to do... wad to do... anyway afta tt mr chua gaf us a lift to pp.. hahaz.. he and his car!!! lol!!!...
VI... VI... VI.... the results will tell me which path to take.. bt by then it'll be too late... haiz... i will base my decision on my prelim result then.. if i can be sooo blardy committed to red cross.. why cant i be as committed to studies??? i will perservere!!!!!!
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
just read fizah's entry.. yupp really agree wit her.. da one with what cikgu rohani said about having the thoughts of pursuing teaching as a career... its the thought... and the interest of being one that matter.. the money.. the title.. all comes after interest of being one.. theres no point of being a teacher bt doesnt have any interest about teachin.. no interest about touching ppl's life.. no interest about changing ppl's life.. i mean look around and n open your eyes n u can see wad teachers nowadays look like..mini skirts.. fitting clothings... skimpy clothiings... black face in the early morning... wth.. is this the types of teachers who is going to mould the future teen.. hmmz..
newae.. i am just thinking tmr will be the cadet recongnition day.. then i'll be the only cadet goiing for the ceremony besides the ULP cadets la.. soo sadd siaz..i wil be celebrating my last cadet recongnition day all ALONE!!! haiz.. cant imagine that... bt i wil have to.. haiz...
but then again.. i have to be optimistic.. I AM optimistic!!! theres simply tooo much memory about red cross.. ive gone thru soo much that the sch's learning journey wont bring me to.. ive gain too much friendship.. and ive gain sooo many expereinces... and eventhough im sad and dissapointed to be celebrating it alone.. i still have last yr's ulp peeps to acc me!!! and i have to perservere!!! I WILL PERSERVERE!!!!!
im sorry if any of my blog entries have hurt any particular person. im just expressing my feelings and thoughts.. and also im not trying to gain any sympathy from anyone.. so dont get me wrong okiez.... so ya no hard feelings ya?/ hehhz..
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hmm.. been some time since i blog huhhz.. anyway there was this motivational talk by one of the PSG member who happens to be a HOD lecturer in TPJC.. he taught us the more interesting ways to approach eng n it is very educational la.. hahahz.. yuppz.. after that there was a talk by this psychologist.. and he told us about his past.. the how he changed from a timid.. bully-able kid to a successful psychologist.. and when he was talking the sec 5's are like some barbarians de.. they were like laughing and laughing about his past.. soo poor thing.. i suppose he's soo used to that already but still.. its not an excuse to laugh at oth's sad and painful past.. there that poor petite guy is sharing his painful past and here u guys are laughing at him... n da oth guy... who was there to help out.. also shared his story of being a quiter.. was never interested in studies.. a gang member..and when he finally got caught.. he mend his ways... Bt there the girls were laughing because of he cant pronounce his 'r' properly!!! wtf??!!!! i mean they shld really see and open their shallow mind and see how much courage that boy have to realise and admit his own mistakes.. and to even share it to sooooo many strangers.. i really cant see their maturity as a sec 5 pupils..
anyway i was sooo freakin pissed yest... the whole thing was screwed up.. n ma 2 oth grpmates were soo freakin lazy bumz norhz.. eeerrrr..... n in the end my screw up ppt was bein used lorhz.. wth.. n its nt even complete.. lucky i manage to slide in some pict... if not nt only our ppt is the most shortest.. it'll also be the most bare amongg the rest of the classmates!!! sheesh!!!!!! the first ppt was for geog.. it was like this.. the second one is just a repetition of the first incident!!! haiz.. and we simply have ntg to say...Sometimes all a person need is just a hand to hold and a heart to understand... by Micheal Choy
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